Lilyth
A deep well of thanks
A modified elemental pentagram with bits added, symbolizing bits of my spirit and my joys.
I’d like to tell a little story, one of a rocky road filled with love, laughter, joy, despair and well…life.
It’s around October of 2007 when the question came to me, I don’t remember the exact verbiage but I do remember the shock that I felt. Something like “Dierna and Saets want to have a baby, it’s top secret right now since they aren’t pregnant yet. Dierna is not going to be able to work for a while and I was wondering if… Continue reading
A flurry of activity
Life, Spirit and Magick
My beautiful smoky quartz point sitting atop a light box. You can see the fairy inside if you look closely enough. 
I wanted to continue my train of thoughts from last November. They felt incomplete and only a glance at what I do everyday and what it truly means to me. To be able to live a meaningful life that is an embrace of my spirit is what this life is all about for me.
My struggles surround my inner critic that I am never good enough and that my abilities are never enough. While I… Continue reading
When tough decisions are made…
It’s hard to say really what is worse, knowing you are going to be faced with a hard decision or actually MAKING that decision or even still living with the decision. Over the last several months it’s been increasingly obvious that Tyr (our lovely tortie female – yes I know Tyr is a male name but it fit her perfectly) was absolutely unhappy with her life with us.
Tyr when we first brought her home…She was about 3 years old and very small (she did not stay that way). At 5 and a half now, She’s positively cute and… Continue reading
Fat Girl…Hiking?!
Blazing trails…
Gemstone Spotlight: Selenite ~ Light Bringer
A Selenite Tower looms in the background where my broken Light Bringer Athame rests in the front with a Gilded Spring Candle burning.
The word Selenite comes from the Greek “Selenites”, meaning “moon stone” or “moon rock”, with the root word “Selene” meaning “Moon”, and for good reason – the mineral Selenite is the near transparent and colorless crystal form of Gypsum that exudes a pearly luster which glows and can very much resemble the moon. The Greek Goddess of the Moon is named Selene, Selenite contains feminine energy and is often used to… Continue reading
Sleepless Night
It’s interesting to me that I have been awake now for a couple of hours. I was awakened by noises in the bedroom and by the sheets touching me. Now I realize this sounds strange. It happens to me from time to time though. I will wake up without any real reason and my skin will be ultra-sensitive and my hearing sharpened. I have not figured out what causes it. Tonight I took an extra benadryl and well it’s finally starting to calm down after a couple of hours. I could not focus on… Continue reading
Unwell with no cause
A South Florida sun from a couple years ago. I like the view of the Sun better in CA definitely. 
This morning I am sitting at my desk wondering about a great many things; however at the front is the feeling of disharmony that I am experiencing within my body. Yesterday afternoon while eating my lunch, I had a violent reaction to my food. I *never* get sick but this was violent and loud.
To say that I was not happy with this development was an understatement. I cancelled my Dance Central exercise for last night and nursed some clear… Continue reading
Choosing Health
This is me, my husband and in-laws in 2008. Click the image to see the “full size”
For a while now I have been working on improving my health and overall wellness. It’s not an easy thing; however, it is something that I feel is vital for myself on many fronts. Without a healthy body, the mind and spirit are not healthy is truly one of the foremost reasons Combine that with I do not wish to vacate this body any earlier than I absolutely have to. I love my friends and … Continue reading