I’d like to tell a little story, one of a rocky road filled with love, laughter, joy, despair and well…life.
It’s around October of 2007 when the question came to me, I don’t remember the exact verbiage but I do remember the shock that I felt. Something like “Dierna and Saets want to have a baby, it’s top secret right now since they aren’t pregnant yet. Dierna is not going to be able to work for a while and I was wondering if… Continue reading
I wanted to continue my train of thoughts from last November. They felt incomplete and only a glance at what I do everyday and what it truly means to me. To be able to live a meaningful life that is an embrace of my spirit is what this life is all about for me.
My struggles surround my inner critic that I am never good enough and that my abilities are never enough. While I… Continue reading
It’s hard to say really what is worse, knowing you are going to be faced with a hard decision or actually MAKING that decision or even still living with the decision. Over the last several months it’s been increasingly obvious that Tyr (our lovely tortie female – yes I know Tyr is a male name but it fit her perfectly) was absolutely unhappy with her life with us.
The word Selenite comes from the Greek “Selenites”, meaning “moon stone” or “moon rock”, with the root word “Selene” meaning “Moon”, and for good reason – the mineral Selenite is the near transparent and colorless crystal form of Gypsum that exudes a pearly luster which glows and can very much resemble the moon. The Greek Goddess of the Moon is named Selene, Selenite contains feminine energy and is often used to… Continue reading
It’s interesting to me that I have been awake now for a couple of hours. I was awakened by noises in the bedroom and by the sheets touching me. Now I realize this sounds strange. It happens to me from time to time though. I will wake up without any real reason and my skin will be ultra-sensitive and my hearing sharpened. I have not figured out what causes it. Tonight I took an extra benadryl and well it’s finally starting to calm down after a couple of hours. I could not focus on… Continue reading
This morning I am sitting at my desk wondering about a great many things; however at the front is the feeling of disharmony that I am experiencing within my body. Yesterday afternoon while eating my lunch, I had a violent reaction to my food. I *never* get sick but this was violent and loud.
To say that I was not happy with this development was an understatement. I cancelled my Dance Central exercise for last night and nursed some clear… Continue reading
For a while now I have been working on improving my health and overall wellness. It’s not an easy thing; however, it is something that I feel is vital for myself on many fronts. Without a healthy body, the mind and spirit are not healthy is truly one of the foremost reasons Combine that with I do not wish to vacate this body any earlier than I absolutely have to. I love my friends and … Continue reading